Dear Deb

Dear Deb,

Reading back through my journals I was amazed at how irritated and angry I was that whole time.  Things sucked!  I tried really hard to hold it all together but was rather miserable up until the last day we were there.  

It wasn't only all of the things in the house either...my relationships of most every kind were rocky, even with friendships from far-away.

After the dream I remember that I woke up feeling invaded and used.

-Meg

Dear Miss Tick,


I think you are beginning to see more clearly now.  
It took a dream...this dream...to break through all your defenses and show you some things you would rather not see.  The intensity of your dream is significant. You were overwhelmed, surprised, things caught up with you unexpectedly.  You had to be painfully shocked into dealing with these issues!


This says two things to me....
You would rather put a nice face on things whenever possible...
You are not able or willing to deal with things directly...


So you wound up burying your feelings in your head, your journals and your gut, which I imagine is feeling pretty gnarly by now.


I am glad for you that you are a finally out of the situation, but I must remind you that you are not out of that classroom.  In fact, I am sure the Universe in its loving kindness is going to give you another chance to get it right.  
A do-over....we practice till we get it right!


The dream is your best guide to reality now.  I am sure you will not easily forget this one.