Waking up is hard to do...

Our Dear Miss Tick had been fairly flattened and disheartened in the exchange.  
But I sensed that she still had some fight in her. 
After all, heaven does not call on cowards or weaklings to do a thing.  
If she was ever to recover and express her vision, she would have to fix all those things in herself that allowed things to go so awry.
She had carried her sorrow so long that she was weary from it.  
In truth, all she really wanted to do was put it behind her, forget it, shut it out 
of her conscious mind. 
All she wanted to do was sleep and forget.

As she confides, "OH. My nervous system is still so hot-wired that it is unbelievably draining. 
I think I am going to need a nap today and it is only 11:24!! Maybe a bath too...


Dear Miss Tick
"Get a little steel in your spine, dearie.  Do-overs are hard work.  
This is what would have kept you out of trouble the first time around.  
So, in the interest of not having to repeat this lesson in a worse form, 
you must get it right now.
You will have to make all the effort and and experience all the discomfort 
you avoided the 1^st time around… but you will have earned your healing!
You should be using a punching bag and training, not napping!!!   
Awake!   Breathe !  Yell !    Get mad!   Feel everything you can!
Kick!   Scream,!   Dance your prayers!
No intellectualizing your way through…just get your energy back!!